Tilba ♥
Tilba Tilba was amazing.
Every day I spent time with Ned and just spent time, sitting in the paddocks, next to the creek, in the rain forest, next to the lake, where ever really.
Easter Saturday, I worked at Maz's cafe, my old English teacher came in, so I got to have a lovely chat with her.
It was really nice.
Ned was so amazing, he played up a bit, and hurt me.
He pinned me against a gate for ten minutes, pushing all his weight on to me.
But hey, what can you do.
I still adore him.
I also made his tail pretty, it took two hours but it was worth it.
Back in Melbourne.
My hate for everything is returning.
I realized that, I cannot hold a close friendship with a boy for longer than eight months.
I find it really sad, and really upsetting.
I miss how everything was.
I would give anything, except my pets, to have it back to the way it was.
Justin Free Williams, I just want to know one thing.
What did I do wrong?
I don't think you want it fixed this time, but I want to know what I did wrong.
And I'm still here if you need me.
They all think you're a bastard, they're probably right.
You have treated me like shit lately.
But I put up with it, because I simply adore you.
You made me happy.
"Let me watch you suck up all the colours of the world into your heart, let me watch you make everything unhappy and angry."
Give up, you're fighting a losing battle.
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