Bleeding lips and hurting hearts.

Yeah, so, fuck.
I keep chewing on my lips and cheeks, to relieve stress, and they're like fucking raw and a shit.
And they keep bleeding, it's so fucked.

I keep getting severe headaches, and shit.
I really just want my horse, or any horse for that matter.
I'm sick and tired of people, and pissed off at the fact that our group has pretty much fucking split.
I'm over this bullshit, I just want my group back, I just want everything to go back to how it was.

I just want to hide in the corner and cry, but I swear, I think I have no tears left anymore.
I just have this horrible feeling, like, telling me that I'm not loved, and nor will I ever be.
I really need to feel loved, my heart's been lacking this feeling for quite a while now.
And I only get relief when I see my pet's eyes looking at me.

People suck.
And I'm trying to stick to one piece of advice he gave me; Fuck the world.

I complain way too much, but hey, if you don't like it, go fuck yourself.

I'm going to get panadol and attempt my homework.