When the sun comes up, I get out of bed and mope around the house.
When the sun goes down, I get back in bed and sit staring into the darkness, wondering what I did to deserve this.
I don't sleep and I hate to eat.
My own mind is slowly destroying my self esteem.
I will never love another human being again, love sucks.
I would like to die, but I have Ned, Tess, Whiskas, Ollie, the birds: Lucky, Dakota, Hash, Jamin, Afton, Nicole, Dayne, Jesse, Stormy, Spunk, the catfish: Spaz, Spud, Squirt, Silly, Snook, the tropical fish and goldfish to look after.
Listening to music breaks my heart, so I've pretty much stopped listening to it.
It's one day until I'll feel safe from myself.
A roadtrip to Adelaide is in plan as soon as mum let's me.
6.1.10
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