7.1.10

I will be seeing my horse tomorrow, after an eight hour drive.
He will hopefully make some sence of my life.
I cannot wait to see him, and just spend time, sitting and talking to him.

Honestly, this year, I'm just going to tell some annoying fuckers at school to gtfo of my life and quit pretending to know me when the obviously don't.
I'm sick and tired of being afraid of hurting other people, look where it's got me, so, fuck it.
I'm looking forward to school, I've missed it, I've missed English, French and legal studies heaps.

I wish I lived in the country, I would fit in that way.
I honestly don't give a fuck what's in fashion, I wanna be able to walk somewhere wearing jeans and boots without getting weird looks.
People at Tilba Tilba don't give me weird looks, oh they're such nice people.

I really miss a certain boy, and I hope that one day he will answer my calls.
So that I can tell him that I love him, not the idea of him.
He comforted me on my worst days and I really do admire him.
So, even if you never answer my calls again boy, I will always love you and be grateful to have known you.

Oh and btw, I'm planning on teaching Ned to jump, and joining up with him again, so I hope it works out!
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